Some Thoughts on Some Things
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Published August 20, 2024
This will be self-indulgent. But what else is there. And this is my kingdom after all.
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Where do I feel at home?
Europe ?
Europe is a warm hug on a cold day. Sunshine through the leaves. The singular problem, it's not even a problem but maybe it is, -_ it's too close to where I was born. Therefore it lacks in that one exotic. The need to be far far far away from what I first knew here on Earth. Earth a rock in a vacum, dust of the excelerating explosion. Or push.
America ?
I am America. AMERICA!!!! It's one of the things I am.
Canada ?
A one-time home. British Columbia. West. It started uncomfortable and became special to me.
East Asia ?
I was 21, turned 22 and then 23 all on the same stretch in East Asia, the first Asian leg of my Three Year MEGA Journey. South Korea, Japan, Taiwan. Loves till the end, no doubt.
Southeast Asia ?
Southeast Asia, each spot is unique and each holds unique memories and importance. I was a travel snob about much of it for a long time. But fuck me. SEA is wild, I've explored every country and so much of it.
Australia ?
Australia was interesting, weird and familiar, but I didn't feel home there. I did feel like it could be some thing in the future though. Some thing, but maybe not home, or maybe.
Africa ?
Africa, haven't been yet, don't know yet.
South America ?
South America, haven't been yet, don't know yet.
I already know the answer - it's all my home. I claim it all.
I am part of these places and these places are a part of me.
The bald spot, sometimes expanding, sometimes shrinking on my head.
There has to be a faster way to get effective drugs to market.
I didn't really enjoy the Tokyo Olympics, I do enjoy them usually, maybe it's because they were a starved weird weird covid games. I will watch Paris and enjoy. Paris done. I did watch Paris and I did enjoy.
I love Paris, as I do other expensive cities, but you know what I love more, great cities that are cheap as ducks!!! and ducks are cheap.
It got warm recently. Warmth is nice. Cold is also nice.
The English Aesthetic is lovely, a lot lovelier now than it was some time ago.
Ultimately, revenge is beautiful, but mostly choose quality long-form concrete revenge of finality, this over the haste variety.
It's the middle of May now, I started writing this early May, maybe late April. It's now June, late June. It's now August. . . .
The months and years, the months and years.
I enjoy a woman who can really gag for a long long time.
NOSES to NUTS!
This year the big trip will be The EIGHTH Asian Adventure or South America . . . I've been leaning towards South America, but I could change my mind, there's still time. There's no time though, since I have now decided. WE DOIN' SOUTH AMERICA!.
I also am rethinking whether it should be called 'The EIGHTH Asian Adventure' when it is time for that adventure.
ChatGPT-4o is here, well it will be here, soon. It is here now, though still not in the way that that little LESBIAN MAN promised. POS, Piece of Shit.
Yeah, ya huh . . .
When will it have a vagina and an arsehole and a mouth?
Soon.
April 2027.
I felt a pang of missing doing podcast episodes every week earlier today.
(((whenever the fuck that day was)))
I felt the urge to jump on the mic and rock. Rock AND Roll. But that's not the way we do things this year. No. This year is The Year of Specials. Next year will again be a new BRAD NICHOLLS Podcast. We still Rock AND Roll of course, no confusion.
My back hurts. I did my chest today. It was chest day. I fucking hate that language. Workout language. Fuck off.
A new day, quite a few days in the future and here I am still writing this post. When was this day? I do not know, and yet I know everything.
I have a headache and a slight fever. Did I, DO I?
I spent a few minutes worried it could be rabies (yeah lol), not from that dog in Thailand, I got the PEP remember, but maybe from falling into that hole on the dark highway in CEBU - ground rabies, concrete rabies, strikes half a year later . . . probably not. PROBS NOT. Very unlikely, plus I GOT THE PEP, I got the PEP remember, that should SHOULD protect me, even without boosters.
I watched 'An Asia Trip Video' yesterday and then a lot of my videos yesterday. They are all masterpieces.
I'm a very special cartoon character and cartoonist. Creator of ME and MY WORLD.
I'll end this post here, fun post, weird post, love you. Suck me. Suck you. SUCK ME!
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I'll end this post here, fun post, weird post, Suck me, Suck me, Suck me. Love you.
LOVE ME!