Perfection
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Published June 17, 2026
Intuitive Perfection.
Beautiful Romantic Adventures, Divine.
I suffer great pain from these pursuits of the Absolute.
Currently I'm suffering.
The videos since after Asia Trip 9 have each been a struggle of perfectionism.
My latest Weekly Address has been just this — Suffering.
I love video.
One thing I hate about video is the inability to adjust elements within after they're uploaded. Podcast episodes are different, a tweak here or there, an updated version always possible. The same with my written works.
I keep the original to know what it was at release, but sometimes the work can be improved upon in the detail. New Legitimate Versions.
These New Legitimate Versions can be both true to the original and living art that I change intuitively with time.
The perfectionist doesn't feel the horror of Finality.
The work is finished, but the creative decisions that I suffer over can be decided without extended pain … for the option is always there — I can choose a different path later.
A sound can be changed, a word can be changed.
Video is different.
Video has more finality.
The current video platforms impose it.
This is one of the reasons I stopped uploading my work to them, four years of BradNicholls.com/Video instead, it had many advantages.
The finality of the video could always be adjusted, in various ways.
The solution I want now is different.
Changeable Elements a new feature of all video platforms. Invented and designed by BradEarth himself, YOU'RE WELCOME!!
Keep the original, keep the truth and structure, with the added ability to continue to change the fine details. With a summary of these changes. Living Art, Truth.
It will come. It has to come. I will make it. COME >!<
The Perfectionist Suffers.
And of course the perfection is intuitive, embedded within me. Heart, Soul, Head, and Hands.
Choice—ism
And many times it isn't even perfectionism, it's Choice—ism. This Or That. Both Perfect, Now Choose, I win one and I lose another.
I care so much.